rhyme the old rhyme and maybe save some time;

Your smile's irresistable.

It's unvolutarily contageous

and I almost hate it.

It's a danger to my heart

I seem to begin tearing myself apart.

Hapiness is actually able to live here

but the key is 'mutual' I fear.

Don't you lie to me;

I need you but I'll live, you'll see.

Do something rash

so I can go ahead and smash

all the hopes I had of  'me and you'

so we'll finally just be through.

I can see your eyes

as mine dart to the skies.

You don't see me;

breathe and count to three.

Hold back the water

I know that you sought her.

If you were really a friend

maybe you'd just say 'The End'...

J.

Just Listen To the Dasies, Hanging Upside Down...

It's funny
How she only sees me 
with you.
How you only smile
after her.
How my conscious dreams say you and me
yet the real ones,
they just seem contradictory .
Yet I end up the bad guy
In this game where no one wins. 
Or maybe It's just me,
the one who never wins.
But why then do I get guilt?
Why is it heaped upon me like there's no end?
For feeling feelings that are there
(not even the daisies can deny).
Running
As fast as your body will let you.
In a familiar, yet completely out of the ordinary place.
A desperate attempt for the illusion 
of  finally reaching a better place.
Keep running,
maybe you'll make it there.
But right as you might believe
you begin to see
that even the daisies hang upside down
and even attempting the illusion becomes an illusion itself.
Deception
In the distance.
Thinking you were so close
looking that way
And then you turn around and see that 
really you were so far.
Then noticing it's all a trick of the mind.
Everything.
But wait, the daisy just proved it all.
It's all exactly what you feared it to be. 
Not dramatic, not exaggerated, not a trick of the mind, not one bit.
Just your dreams coming true 
and then
your nightmares jumping in to take over...


J.

When You Wish Upon A Star...

Starlight, star bright, first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight...
Help me to see,
I wish I could see it all in hindsight.
Starlight, star bright...
I need to win,
I wish to win just one fight.
First star I see tonight...
Everything has gone so wrong,
I wish just this once, things would go right .
I wish I may, I wish I might...
Scared to death of breaking,
I wish to end this awful fright.
Have this wish I wish tonight...
I need a breath, a turn of direction,
I wish everything would be alright.
Starlight, star bright, first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight...
Please, just make me stop wishing this wish every night...


J.