Say You, Say Me

You'll see,
one day I’ll be
just another passerby
until the day I get to fly. 
I’m not sorry for the person I am
I wouldn’t call myself a sham.
But I promise you,
I’ll do what I do.  
And when you hurt, don’t pass blame
It’s you that I’ll put to shame. 


J.

A Long Time Ago

I don't miss you, I pine for you
I'm not depressed, I'm languished
Just see you two
And I'm in anguish.
I don't know why I do this to myself
I just can't leave it alone
As a box on the shelf
that makes me groan
because everything seems shitty
I love the comfort, you try
But I really don't need any more pity
I'll just go and cry
And he said sorry, bad day
But I just couldn't explain
That every day, I'd simply say,
Is a bad day in my pain
So I sat there and cried
With the thoughts that were mine
And wished I had died
So I didn't waste your time.

J.